Dream of/about future children ?

Okay, since maybe 10 months or ?

i will say this first i dream very often, maybe every day 4 till 8 dreams, :P. So i always did wrote them down on my "wordpad", at first i were scared some terible people would read them, but somehow to not forget them i had no other choice just to write them there. I wrote and wrote, but because here this sh. staate everything gone deleted.

So but i remember some dreams that i would like to write it for the quiet civil people, who didnt wrote first my things here etc. !

1. I were sitting in a unknown place, somehow beside some living-houses and i saw infront of me 3 boys. Two their faces were "down" (like looking on the floor) and i saw them and just their hair/hairstyle, they were the same, maybe like twins. And the boy whose were looking at me, did i saw his face. In the dream i were thinking like "beautyful..", but when i were awake somehow i didnt thought this, maybe because i havent remembered him clearly ! So they/he was like an 11 years old Boy. The 3 in the dream had blond hair, and the boy who i saw his face had realy realy weird dark green eyes. (this dream were like befor 10 months or so)

2. I were in the hospital somehow, and saw different Babies, somehow one almost fell, but.... and maybe the fat bigger baby were blue eyed.

3. and there were a time that i somehow dreamed a lot about dark green eyes.

4. I saw my self taking? two packages or just saw, and on every packages there were unbaked 4 Croissant

5. There were on train a blue eyed baby who almost cried like 2 days didnt ate.. anything and i almost there at front back in the train nursing him, but....

6. Somehow i were somewhere and my mother gave home-birth. Like 4 twins and like i were sayin "see like i said", and to another 3. I saw two 8? years old boys, they looked the same, just one was blond and one black haired. and other two, like 4years old, one blond hair and one somehow (like) a dark girl with brown skin that i know.

7. One day, a day befor, something did hurted me i thought in real, "if i give birth how it will be then?...." One day after that, i were lying on my mattress after sleep. I did waked up and were still there, somehow it happend to me situations in "dream like that". I were between sleeping and awake. I have seen me in my room that i were in, like how i were lyin too and in my Hand a apple, that somehow i ate of.

8. ..........much other things somehow, but now i just remembered those things.

So tell me what you think about that ?

and did you maybe had dreams like this too ?

Could that mean, what i think ?

aa ya, almost forgat it. Iam a "black" person, no "lie", iam a brown person. Black eyes, dark hair. skin gone fast dark. And i think the one that i will be with too, but his.....?