Does this sound like panic/anxiety disorder?

you sound schizophrenic to me!!!

sually with schizophrenia, the person's inner world and behavior change notably. Behavior changes might include the following:

Social withdrawal

Depersonalization (intense anxiety and a feeling of being unreal)

Loss of appetite

Loss of hygiene

Delusions

Hallucinations (hearing or seeing things that aren't there)

The sense of being controlled by outside forces

A person with schizophrenia may not have any outward appearance of being ill. In other cases, the illness may be more apparent, causing bizarre behaviors. For example, a person with schizophrenia may wear aluminum foil in the belief that it will stop one's thoughts from being broadcast and protect against malicious waves entering the brain.

People with schizophrenia vary widely in their behavior as they struggle with an illness beyond their control. In active stages, those affected may ramble in illogical sentences or react with uncontrolled anger or violence to a perceived threat. People with schizophrenia may also experience relatively passive phases of the illness in which they seem to lack personality, movement, and emotion (also called a flat affect). People with schizophrenia may alternate in these extremes. Their behavior may or may not be predictable.

In order to better understand schizophrenia, the concept of clusters of symptoms is often used. Thus, people with schizophrenia can experience symptoms that may be grouped under the following categories:

Positive symptoms -- Hearing voices, suspiciousness, feeling under constant surveillance, delusions, or making up words without a meaning (neologisms).

Negative (or deficit) symptoms -- Social withdrawal, difficulty in expressing emotions (in extreme cases called blunted affect), difficulty in taking care of themselves, inability to feel pleasure (These symptoms cause severe impairment and are often mistaken for laziness.)

Cognitive symptoms -- Difficulties attending to and processing of information, in understanding the environment, and in remembering simple tasks

Affective (or mood) symptoms -- Most notably depression, accounting for a very high rate of attempted suicide in people suffering from schizophrenia

HERE'S MORE

In schizophrenia, the world appears changed. Familiar things like colors, sounds, or tastes may appear altered in a strange way. The brain receives information from the senses but interprets it in an abnormal fashion.

The symptoms of schizophrenia vary from one person to another, and they can appear either gradually or suddenly. At first, symptoms may include mild feelings of tension, inability to sleep or concentrate, and a loss of interest in school, work, or friends.

As the illness progresses, people with schizophrenia experience symptoms that include psychosis, which is a general term for a number of major psychiatric illnesses in which a person incorrectly evaluates the accuracy of his or her perceptions and thoughts and makes incorrect conclusions about reality.

These symptoms, which may come and go in cycles, include:

Hallucinations and illusions

Delusions

Disordered thinking

Lack of emotional expression

Inappropriate reactions

I suggest its Bipolar Disorder. I would go to a counselor or something to get help. Good luck!

sounds alittle more like...bipolar maybe?