what is happening to my emotional health?

Question

I used to be caring. I used to go up to a group of kids i never saw and make friends in 10 seconds. I used to want to hug my parents and never let go. I use to be nothing but nice. But here is what i am now. Now, i don't like talking to new people. I automatically think they don't want to talk to me. I feel weird when i try to hug my dad. It's awkward to hug him to long, because then it just....it just feels weird. When someone offends me, i make sure that person feels a little slice of hell. Why must i do this? I also shut down when i get mad. I hide from the world. I used to cut myself, and i attempted suicide 3 times. I just wasn't freaking brave enough to do it. I have suicidal and homicidal thoughts when i'm angry at my dad, although either action i would never do. This isn't normal! What has happened to me? What can i do to help this? Will i ever be what i used to be?

Anonym · Accepted Answer

Cycling between extreme anger and depression is typical of bipolar disorder. You should see a psychiatrist and get evaluated. If you do have this disorder then medication can help with your extreme moods. Check out www.depressiondodging.com for more info on bipolar disorder and how to deal with it.

Anonym · Answer

Sounds like hormones. Testosterone. Suicide is not the answer. Yes, u will get thru this. Give it time. Find some sport or hobbies u like. Make urself be nice to people. Sounds like u r afraid to express ur anger and have turned it inward. Find some sources for dealing with this constructively. Realize that u r not alone in what u r going thru.

jayjaycah562 · Answer

Well the best thing i can tell you is to get professional help because you might end up
doing yourself or someone harm. Talk to a school counselor, or to a close friend but i advise you 
to talk to someone about what you feel.

what is happening to my emotional health?

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