My Poem-SoMeThInG(is it good?)?

I dont know what i was thinking but i guess i was and thats kinda new to me.

I have SoMeThInG,in my mind

for me these thing are hard to find

perhaps I should go to sleep

maybe that SoMeThInG I will meet

in my dream of black and white

that SoMeThInG I will surely smite

SoMeThInG can not hide for long

I will catch it cant be wrong

It feels like months have gone by

That SoMeThInG still lurks inside

i have searched far and wide

but its hard to locate SoMeThInG without a guide

SoMeThInG can be big or small

SoMeThInG can be nothing at all

but it is there I am quite sure

Then my mind will be cured

Years have passed and yet no clues

I do not have the proper tools.

I cannot give up,no time for rest

this SoMeThInG has really become, a pest

I no longer know how long its been

since my search for that damn SoMeThInG

but I am ready to give up

my search has been very tough

I will just sit here till I awake

I hope all this stuff was just fake

I open my eyes but well, I cannot see

lights shine brightly where can i be?

patient number 4 my wrist band reads

I've been here all my life it seems

I cannot move nor can I talk

I can barely see I will never walk

I spent my life inside my mind

Catching Something made me blind

Now what will I ever do

"Your Doctor will be here soon"

The pretty nurse walks away

shuts the door and says "have a great day"

I begin to To cry because it hurts

to be here alone without a nurse

A figure walks in a familiar face

It looks at me and my heart changes pace

SoMeThInG stared at me with eyes

any longer i would die