aspergers help are these symptoms and how do i overcome them?

since i was a kid i always had a hard time making up my mind and was always unable to come to a decision.

just now after my brother came home from America my family decided to go to the pub and i chose not to go.

but when i saw them all going i don't know i felt like i should have gone but i could not make up my mind.

the thing with me is i hate pubs always have.

when i was a kid and went on holidays with my parents we would also go to pubs and i hated them they were always loud with people shouting and music playing. my ideal day would be to just sit back and relax since i hate loud noises like groups of people in a small area yelling or loud music playing unless when i am listening to my own music when i go out and kids. i really hate hearing kids i have 4 of them come down every sunday with my other brother their dad and they make so much noise.

with pubs i just feel uncomfortable and can't really enjoy myself it might be because i hated going to pubs in other countries with my parents or for some other reason.

by the way my parents are not drunks or anything we usually just went to Irish themed pubs for the live bands

anyway i found out years ago i have aspergers so this might be way it is so hard making decisions.

as a kid and teen i was must worst did not talk much and was real shy. i overcame most of my problems but now i still find it hard to make decisions when i do i usually regret it and wish i chose the other option.

how do i overcome this i hate this