Am I really that angry?

Yup. You're messed up. It seems like your life isn't a pile of roses.

I'm not gonna tell you 'it gets better' or 'look on the bright side of things' because that wont help.

I used to be really depressed and suicidal then one day i realized i hate everyone and i don't give a **** what they say. My life has been a lot better since then because i stopped caring about others and I just do stuff that i enjoy.

From the sound of things, that wont solve any of your problems. My advice to you is to run away. It might not help but it seems like things cant get any worse, right?

Yeah you sound frustrated. Life must be hard for you having bad parents. I hope you can overcome. If anyone ever treat you the same way, ignore them. Let karma do the rest. Just tell yourself this is another opportunity for me to learn about forgiveness. I hope you will have the ability to overcome your saddness and frustration soon. You are not messed up, its your situation that is messed up.

this is a blog I wrote which I doubt anyone reads it.

http://spiritualcosmo.blogspot.ca/

If you are bored though, read my third post...I hope you will find peace by reading it. Just bored so I wrote a blog, I doubt anyone reads it anyway.

Maybe you can express all your thoughts by writing a blog, I sure find it helpful to put all my thoughts down. I have another blog that is set private. And I write all my inner thoughts there. I have problems expressing myself, but now I find it really enjoyable writing in my mind. I mean everything in your mind, you can write it out. Whatever pops in your mind, just spill your thoughts out. It's a good way to improve your english and with good english, it can benefit your future. Hope all is well for you.