How do I handle this as a Christian?

Don't be scared. Meet with your supervisors and respond to them honestly and seriously... keep your emotions in check, strong emotions shut off your brain...

If you are unable to do the job, expect to be either retrained, laid off or fired... If you can do it, prove it and show them... actions always speak louder than words...

They need someone that is able to do the job they hired and are paying you for. If you were hiring for your business, you would do no less...

It's just the way it is....

Instead of being depressed, work to improve yourself and your skills... suicide just cuts short the life you are capable of having... don't let temporary emotions throw it away?

Being a 'jerk' will not help you... and is unnecessary....

IMHO

Being depressed and anxious is a disability protected by the Americans With Disabilities act. If you start the meeting by telling your director/supervisors that you have to tell them something very important that might shed some light on what you have been dealing with. Tell them you've been having severe anxiety and you have a history of depression that is being exacerbated. Tell them you are anxious about mistakes you have made, but when you were accused of making mistakes you have not made, it has made your anxiety and depression intolerable, and you need SPECIAL ACCOMMODATIONS.

Have you already had several warnings and you haven't said anything about your disability? I would imagine that having all the bosses there that they are sitting down with you to see what is going on and how they can help you save your job. Don't assume you're being fired. Usually people are fired by one person because being fired by an entire department would be humiliating and abusive. If they are there to help you, let them know about your difficulty and it will put the company on notice to abide by the ADA. You will then need to get some therapy and perhaps medication and provide them with something in writing to confirm your disability - otherwise everyone would use a pretend disability to slack off.

Hang in there, it's probably not what you think.

Even if you got fired, sheesh! you'll get another job. Maybe this job isn't the right job for you - maybe there's a job out there that is perfect for you and would make you happy.

Winners never quit - getting back up is how you eventually win. Don't you want to win?

You'll love therapy - shop around until you find someone that makes you feel comfortable, and make sure they are licensed mental health counselor or licensed psychologist.

P.S. Could you possibly have PTSD? Your therapist can help you figure it out.

You need to be a lot more mature than what you are planning. Wait until the meeting and admit to anything you have done. If you are terminated, then find another job. The second thing to pay attention to is the depression. You said the job has made it much worse, so maybe it is best for you to find another job. I suggest you see your Doctor and tell him/her about your depression. To lean toward taking your life is no way to behave and a Christian would never think this way. Have you really put your trust in God? He is the answer to many of life's problems but we have to seek him by way of prayer and studying the Bibe.

When Job's friends spent 38 chapters accusing him and God of things they did not do or say, God double blessed Job for the trouble when he did not cave to their accusations and prayed for his lost friends. Job 42:7-10 KJV

If you stay strong in faith in Him, He will see you through this to a blessing, 1 Corinthians 10:13.

Sometimes, God is trying to bless us with something that isn't even on our own radar, we haven't even thought of it, but we keep clinging to the familiar, even when we are not happy with it.

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.

Hebrews 11:6 But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.

If you have made mistakes and have repented and are searching for God's will, He will guide you.

Luke 18:27 And he (Jesus) said, The things which are impossible with men are possible with God.

Philippians 4:7 And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

Well, when Christ was before His Own accusers, He Remained silent.

Although you do have a Right to Remain silent, you also have a right to give your own side of the story. Remain calm & tell the truth to the best of your abilities. You have a right to be presumed innocent.

I have gotten into extremely bad situations, it got so bad that I wanted to die...

I honestly just waited it out and eventually it got better. I don't work or anything but I would suggest you try your best to prove it wasn't you and also BE HONEST. You might be able to dig yourself out of the hole if you seem honest and sincere. That's all I can say, sorry.

Best of luck

I guess the answer would be to pray. Make a reasonable decision, try to see the longer wrong. Do not base everything on your emotions at the present.

But you, O Sovereign LORD, deal well with me for your name's sake; out of the goodness of your love, deliver me (Psalm 109:21).

Here is a man who is under attack from rather unscrupulous persons. Those who attack him so bitterly are obviously not to be trusted. They are deceitful, he says. They are wicked. In other words, they are determined upon evil, and they are thoroughly unscrupulous; they do not care what they say or what they do. With lying tongues they are out to destroy.

Perhaps some of you have had this experience. Someone who has deliberately sought to slander you, to besmirch your character, or ruin your reputation, has unjustly accused you and you know just how this man felt. Furthermore, these people are wholly unjustified in this attack. He says they do this without a cause, at least as far as the psalmist David can see, and we take him to be an honest man. He sees absolutely no reason for their accusations. They are afflicting him, upsetting him, and attacking him without his having given them any reason to do so.

What shall he do? Well, what he does is beautiful. He commits the whole matter to the Lord in prayer. This closing prayer of the psalm is a marvelous picture of the right attitude, the right reaction, and the right way to handle this kind of a situation.

Notice that the first thing he does is to commit the cause to God. But you, O Sovereign LORD, deal well with me for your name's sake. Here is a man who understands how life operates. He understands the truth behind the admonition of Scripture, both in the Old and New Testament, 'It is mine to avenge; I will repay,' says the Lord (Deuteronomy 32:35; Romans 12:19). Vengeance is mine! Don't you try it; don't you attempt it. Don't try to 'get even,' because if you do, you'll only make the matter worse. You will perpetuate a feud that may go on for years, even for centuries, destroying, wrecking, damaging others, and creating all kinds of difficulties both for them and for you. No, vengeance is mine, says the Lord. I am the only one who has the wisdom adequate to handle this kind of a problem. The psalmist recognizes that and commits the cause to God.

But he also understands that God's name is involved in all this. When God's people are being persecuted, then God is also being persecuted. It is up to God to defend His name, not people. Recall that when Saul of Tarsus was converted on the Damascus road and the Lord Jesus appeared to Him that Saul cried out to Him and said, Lord, who are you? Jesus said, I am Jesus whom you are persecuting. Saul was persecuting the Christians, but when he was persecuting them, he was also persecuting the Lord. God is involved in His people's trials. God is involved in what happens to His own. The psalmist, understanding this, commits the whole cause to God and says, God, you deal with it. It is Your problem. Your name is involved; you handle it on my behalf for Your name's sake. Is that not a thoroughly Christian reaction?

Father, forgive me for striking back when I have been falsely accused. Help me to commit my cause to You, trusting that You know how to work these things out.

Life Application: When we are feeling attacked, hurt and unjustly treated what kind of vengeance can we absolutely count on? Where should our attitude and thoughts be focused?

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I've been in a similar situation as well, just tell the truth and leave the rest up to God. If you do get the sack God will have something better lined up for you. In the end the truth always comes out eventually so don't worry about it. If your conscience is clear thats all that matters. The psalms are very good to read in these situations.

Just tell the hones truth. Keep doing what u can to make less mistakes.

If you quit you may look even more suspicious. Pray to Jehovah God in heaven to help you.. and just remember to speak truth. If you act nervous, they will wonder why.