Care to share about a profound moment in your discipleship?

How about accepting reality? Now, there's something to grip you.

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I wanted to know why miracles have pretty much stopped happening, and why evil and bad things happen to good people. I wanted to know. Scriptures say if you knock it will be open if you seek you will find I said ok God show me. I read from Matthew to Jude. and I took notes no answer. so I started again from Matthew to Mark 4. Then I saw what we are marked 4. That change how I sow the Gospel. The only parable were Jesus said if you don't understand this parable you will not understand anything I'm teaching. I will lead I'm not afraid of the enemy, Greater is he that is in me than he that is in the world. The same spirit that raised Jesus from the dead live in me. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. My job is to sow the gospel. no judgment just the gospel I leave the judgment to God his word is quit clear about that.

it would be great to have God (holy ghost) direct our lives.

but if you think about it, if He took control over our hearts minds and soul, it would no longer be free will or free agency. i dont think all of us are chosen to be prophets, very few are prophets, very few are set aside to be watchmen on the towers as well.

that leaves the majority of us to have families and seek carears. if a person is called to be a minister or disciple of christ, than thats something where we understand the bible to teach us to deny ourselves. thats when we sign up to be a disciple in truth thats when we should know to yield our lives to him.

however, that said, i worked every job i could get while i was supporting myself and studying the scriptures. i worked with my own hands and body as a janitor, a security guard and a laborer and now i have to rely on God for providence along.