Is there anything I can do to be better at maths..?

Don't feed me the bullsh*t about anyone being able to do anything.

I've always been terrible at maths, even though I score well in tests I studied for recently.

My physics high level grades are a wreak, I'm failing the course, my math grade last semester was also a f*cking wreak.

Based off PSAT scores, and some IQ type test, I score below average in mathematics, and therefore I am pretty much screwed for the rest of my science classes and essentially for life.

All I ever wanted, was to be good at it. And I-always-f*cking-sucked.

I' think its about time I just realize I'm not intellectually capable of doing it. And I'm so frustrated by it. Its my goal, and its crushed by these background tests that tell me I'm stupid.

I'm at about a 40/100 , where 50 is the average.

I don't know what to do, I don't believe the lie that anyone can be good at anything, it's not true. Some people are just stupid, and I guess I am one of them.

Its nice to see the smart kids do well though, although I feel a sickly sort of sadness that I can never be that..

Just going to ask one more time, despite my conclusion that it is futile, if there is anything I can really do to be better?

It's probably got to do with genetics, and I guess I get the sh*tty ones for that.

screw me..