Tokio Hotel (recurring daydream)?

Ok, so this is kind of strange, but for a while now, I have been having this recurring daydream about TH...

It always starts after a concert. The guys are leaving the venue, and are walking towards their car and there is a small pathway leading to it. Everything is well lit, and the guys are signing autographs to people as they are walking, and their bodyguards are close behind them. Then some guy across and slightly to the who is standing in the crowd near the edge of the path (his girlfriend is overly-obsessed with TH and he is super jealous). I am just watching the band come closer and closer, and out of the corner of my eye I see that guy slipping a gun from under his jacket, and he starts walking into the center of the path. I glance back at the band and the bodyguards don't know what is about to happen, so I push through some people, and tackle the guy.

It is weird how I detailed it gets, but first I punch him in the face (sideswipe) and then knock him down, and he has the gun in his right hand, and his arm is stretched out all the way so that I can't reach it, so I grab onto his arm, and slam it to the ground, and he lets it go, or rather it 'bounces' out of his hand. Then I am just kind of crouching over him, and I keep striking him in the face, then I feel this really sharp pain in my lower abdomen, and look to find a knife in me. I look back up and we make eye contact, and for some reason he looks scared and then he yanks the knife out, pushes me off of him, and runs toward the direction of the car into the street. (it all happens pretty quick) By then the body guards are running after him, and I don't know what happens to him, but a few of the guards are standing over me, and I feel like I can't move, but I don't really feel the pain anymore. The next thing I know, I am on a stretcher, and I am going toward the ambulance, then I see Bill, and keep looking at him, and it all goes black.

Then I wake up and am in a hospital room, but for some reason I am in the same clothes, not that disgusting robe thing, and there is a window on the left wall of the room, and I turn away from it and sit up (or try to, and realize that it was a bad idea) then I see Tom sitting asleep in a chair in the room (I think all the others were getting food or something) He was resting his head on his left hand, and his arm was propped up on the armrest, he looked really peaceful. But I was really confused, and then I remembered what happened, and wondered why the hell they would be here and not on the wat to their next show. But nevertheless, they were there. Aww...

Variations: sometimes the guy with a gun, is actually the deranged super-fan that knows she can never have them.

what happens after the "ending" changes sometimes... one time the doctor told me that due to the injury, I couldn't have kids to which I replied "Well, I'll save a lot on birth control.". Tom laughed, and the doctor looked surprised.

Another ending is that I apparently lost my wallet at some point during the ordeal (lost my license), and Tom offered to take me back to campus in the Audi (my dream car btw) then we start talking. (btw evert version takes place in Germany, I am studying abroad for a year, which I actually plan on doing).

In another version, Bill and I are in bed (both wearing normal clothes), like we have been seeing eaeach otheror a while (some time after the incident) and we're just smiling at each other. He is laying on his back to the left of me, then I reach over and put my right hand on his left shoulder and my other had through his hair, and he closes his eyes, then we kiss sort of slowly, it is really relaxed, and his right arm/hand is on my lower back. Then I move so that the hand on his shoulder relaxes and the other one rests in a fist on his right shoulder (kind of clutching his shirt), then I rest my head on his chest, and we fall asleep...

So yeah, sorry it's so long, but there was a lot to it, anyways anybody want to offer a suggestion as to why I am having these daydreams. And what I mean by that is that it usually happens right after I wake up, like when I am still half asleep.