Ayu P

so..... this past few weeks i was like so freaking lonely.

lots of my friends leave me behind.. and 2 days ago, a person told me that my bestfriend actually think that im annoying. i dont think i am not.. but.... he's my bestfriend for God's sake :'(

every time i join a conversation circle.. i never got a chance to talk or even keep up.

and, for some reason.... i have this feeling that i am not a normal friend to them.. like..... they have this cold feelings towards me :(

i dont know what is happening... i dont know what to do.... can somebody out there help me with this?

i've been having some thing to think of. and i just get back from a broken hearted fase in my life.. but then i've realized that im not even moving anywhere.

i am in a total fool mode and i dont know what to do. i get alot of stuff to do.. but this broken hearted fase makes me feel like i cant get my mind in anything... Godness i am really confused.. help?

This is a bit long ! read it please !

so.. i have this gang in its consist of 4 people and two of them is is a couple and about a year.. they broke up .. and im s bit sad -____- after a month i ask the guy out coz i like him since like 6 month ago . and SUDDENLY the girl said that "plase replace me to be his gf"

well.. its good for my actually but i know his heart is still for her :( i was really upset and confuse what should i do ? its all doesn't make sense

and the latest info i get that she have another bf already :(

so what should i do ?

would it be ok for me to be with him ? im really really really really confuse!!! akhhhh my god this is really confusing ! -_______________-