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I have found White residue on my husband's CD's in his car, on several occasions. He has been coming home looking different, blood shot eyes and just different. He is not pushing the whole "lets go to church issue anymore". What could this mean? I have caught beer smell on his breath, and then the other day, he came out of the bathroom with the trash bag in his hand and not realizing it, but, I could see the beer can in the bag. I teased him a little, and we both started to laugh. I observed him after that and it is not the same behavior, as when he comes home from work, after work it's like a glazed over look. Not hyper though. Now he has attained new friends, and leaves in the evening to hang out with them. He is 53 years old. What do I do? I feel I am losing him, to an unknown substance in his life.

I have found White residue on my husband's CD's in his car, on several occasions. He has been coming home looking different, blood shot eyes and just different. He is not pushing the whole "lets go to church issue anymore". What could this mean? I have caught beer smell on his breath, and then the other day, he came out of the bathroom with the trash bag in his hand and not realizing it, but, I could see the beer can in the bag. I teased him a little, and we both started to laugh. I observed him after that and it is not the same behavior, as when he comes home from work, after work it's like a glazed over look. Not hyper though. Now he has attained new friends, and leaves in the evening to hang out with them. He is 53 years old. What do I do? I feel I am losing him, to an unknown substance in his life.

Have you ever made a life changing decision, for instance, divorce, moving, changing job and then you felt depressed? what did you do to keep yourself from feeling depressed, while going through transition?

And did any of you get the feeling, it was a celebration when you left? LOL

Once again, this idiotic anxiety and panic attack has struck again. I made a complete FOOL of myself, infront of my peers. I am embarrased that I can't get a hold on this thing. I have drained my friends, and avoided them to keep from having to explain what I am going through. I have been called crazy, schizonphrenic, demonic, multiple personalities, you name it. People don't understand that Anxiety and panic disorders are real, but, it doesnt mean your crazy. Please, if anyone could seriously just explain how can you get through this.. It is ruining my life. I have a doctor but, its not working. I am so exhausted from crying by myself, because I just want to be normal again. Please no mean comments. Just your imput will do.

I posted a rant and rave question, and I am almost certain that the friend who, I made their names annonymous, knew it was me. She behaved very strange, the day after I posted the story. I wasn't talking bad about her, but, I asked a question about a situation that occured. Have any of you ever busted a friend online? Or is that a 1 in a million occurence?

Goodnight everybody! enjoyed asking/answering

I know this wasnt a question, but, goodnight anyway

I go to this school for adults, and their is a person in the school that is driving me up the wall!

Though sometimes helpful: sometimes jelous

Though sometimes encouraging: sometimes insulting

Though sometimes calm: Most of the times hyper

Though sometimes loud: sometimes obnoxious

Always competing

I can't even focus or concentrate for worry of what's she going to pull out of her trick bag next time. I am to the point of waking in the middle of the night from bad dreams of this girl. Please, dont get me wrong, I don't want to run, but if I am not learning shouldn't I go somewhere else. Or take a LOA? Please no rude comments, its hard enough with the nightmares

What am I learning if all I am doing is listening to her funny comments and her silly behavior and dancing. I want to tell her to calm down a little, but, not to take away her spirit. she's a sweet person. one of her not so jealous qualities

I grew up in a family that hugged eachother all the time, and we still do. When I see my adult classmates I hug them. Does this make people think your attracted to them? I am not! I am married and love my spouse, I just don't discuss my sex life with my classmates.