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okay so i got 3 positive pregnancy test at 11dpo ...

and as excited as i was i wanted to confirm this .. so i went to the doctor the next day and did another urine and it was in fact positive... but i also did a blood test.. she called with the results the following day and she said it was positive BUT! my hcg levels were really low... i dont know anything about hcg .. i googled it and all i saw was low hcg ended in miscarriage:(((((

i was so sad and scared :(( i dont want to loose my little sac of cells:(((

so i mean i got those results at 13dpo yesterday (which was infact my period due date)

but no AF showed yesterday and today i have no sign of it either

soo i want to be hopeful and say my hcg levels are low because its tooooo early !

so i kind want to go back in a month because i dont have the time to be going for blood tests every week or so

but if any of u ladies have gon thru this ur stories are well appreciated:)

okay so me and my love have been ttc since january ... (had intercourse before but we weren't really trying)

sooo :)

this month i was really hoping i would get pregnant because i want a december baby sooo sooo bad !

AND GOD HEARD MY PRAYERS ! i got 3 BFP at 11 dpo=D i was so happy i teared up :,)

so here are my symptoms :)

1-4 dpo: nothing !

5-8dpo: light cramping every morning (just in the morning) creamy CM and nausea (just in 7-8dpo)

9dpo: light cramping in the morning, wet feeling (af is coming feeling), began spotting light brown and pink (when i wiped) little red spotting when i went number 2 (im guessing cuz of the pushing? lol)

10dpo: light morning cramping , wet feeling (worse than 9dpo) still light brown spotting when wiping (the whole day) tiredness .. i had the chills

11dpo: light morning cramps , decided to test at 8:50 in the a.m (right before work) and i got my 3 BFP!!!!! they weren't faint positives they were pretty clear ^_^... wet feeling all day , light brown spotting all day, in the after noon my boobs started to become tender and lots of tiredness

12dpo (today): woke up with my usual light cramps and sore bobbies, also bit bloated with lots of clear CM like the type i get when im fertile sort of, still have that wet feeling but its a little less ... and i have my docs app. to do some blood work and confirm my pregnancy ^_^ im so excited i swear :)))

13dpo(tomorrow) ((Which is also my birthday)) lol ... AF is due but i doubt she'll come ;D .. she'll be taking a nice 9 month vacation i hope:)

so yeah there you are ladies....

:) GL to you all who are TTC :) never give up hope:)

okay so i think i got my period but im not too sure, im always regular (28 to 29 day cycles) and absolutly ALWAYS have heavy periods!

so this month it came 3 days early i believe it was at 12 dpo or 14 dpo (not too sure)..

anyways...

my "first" day : i only used one tampon and it was hardly used !? (usually my first day is the heaviest!)

my "second" day was a little more flow .. but i mean usually the second day my tampon is dripping every 4 hrs .. and that day i only changed the tampon every 5-6 hrs having to use 2 to 3 tampons in one day...

and the "last" day i had hardly anything.. just red.. to pinkish to peachy spotting ...

i want to believe it was not implantation because i don't want to get my hopes up :( and also because there was a flow a light one.. but it was still a flow..

but i've read you could still bleed (lightly) during pregnancy ...

im ttc since last month so .. could i? or its just af:(

ok long story short ...

i have 25 day cycle...

i think i ovulated last monday (not too sure)

i had unprotected intercourse 4 days before 'ovulation day' and after too;D

so i been cramping since ovulation day (or the day i think i ovulated)

and now im 3 days away from my period and i feel it coming down like i just know im going to get it:( it makes me sad because i want a baby but i dont want to say the cramps are due to implanting or whatever it is that happens...and then be heart broken 3 or 4 days later when aunty flow pays a visit -_- (by the way i have no spotting yet i usually do a few days before my period but not this month .. or maybe not yet-_-)

i dont know but have any of you women have had some type of experience like this ?!

im feel anxious... nervous... scared... hopeless ... but i somehow manage to stay calm and happy lol =D but i just want to know if this could mean anything ... haha my boyfriend is already talking to my belly hahahah :,( -______-

ok so me and my boyfriend have been having unprotected sex since october of last year...

(approx. 3 months)

we fell in love with each other so i let him come in me every time we do it...

im somewhat trying to conceive ... we haven't done it exactly on my ovulation day so thats why i think i haven't gotten knocked up yet?! but this month we been going at it every day for this past week cuz its my "fertile" week and i ovulate mañana :O and planning on having intercourse of course lol ;D

so what are my chances of becoming pregnant this month?!?!?!

im starting to worry a little that i might have a fertility problem since my sister is sterile ....

fyi im a pretty healthy person if that has anything to do with trying to conceive...

its also a little worrying and a bit frustrating because i see all these young stupid teenage girls get pregnant overnight and then theres me a 21 year old women that has had a lot of sex and yet no baby in her tummy -.- (my boyfriend is 28 if thats of any help, i know theres quite some gap between us:) but we got mad love lol)

alright so ladies please feel free to answer my question if you gone thru this or could also leave any helpful tips :)

ok so i want this tattooed on me ....

"Hopless Romantic"

and i want the exact translation in either of those languages ^ ...

(french, italian or arab.)

and dont tell me to use google translator because they never give you the exact translation...

so someone please :)

thanks

ok so after my period was two days late i finally got my period today... but today in the morning i felt like i had a hangover (and no i didnt drink last night)

and in the morning/mid day my tampon was pretty full ... and i just checked it right now and it was somewhat full ... sorta like i would get it at the end of day 2...

i had unprotected sex with my hubby more than twice this month around the time i was ovulating ... could i be pregnant? i have read about vaginal bleeding .... could my period be mistaken with vaginal bleeding ? or em i just exaggerating?

also i would like someone to explain to me difference between a normal flow and a heavy flow ...

i always believed i have a heavy flow but i use regular tampons and change 2 to 3 times a day (the 1st day and a half) and after that i usually spot and there im done :)

so can someone explain these things to me .. because im very confused ... i dont want to go to a doctor yet ... so please ! someone :)

alright so im trying to conceive ...

and i am keeping track of my ovulation days and menstrual flow...

my little chart says that i ovulated on the third of this month...

my boyfriend and i had sex (i think twice) on the first of this month which was two days before my ovulation day...

and sunday we had sex again (twice i believe) plus once on monday, and im 8 days away from my period...

one problem though my boyfriend has been taking testosterone shots for the past few months... -.-

and i know that lowers his sperm count... also he smokes (pot) daily...

could i still result pregnant?

and if so could my child come out retarded or diseased cuz of his bad habits?

we are both in our 20s (if that helps with anything)

thanks:)

alright so im trying to conceive ...

and i am keeping track of my ovulation days and menstrual flow...

my little chart says that i ovulated on the third of this month...

my boyfriend and i had sex (i think twice) on the first of this month which was two days before my ovulation day...

and sunday we had sex again (twice i believe) plus once on monday, and im 8 days away from my period...

one problem though my boyfriend has been taking testosterone shots for the past few months... -.-

and i know that lowers his sperm count... also he smokes (pot) daily...

could i still result pregnant?

and if so could my child come out retarded or diseased cuz of his bad habits?

we are both in our 20s (if that helps with anything)

thanks:)

im 20 years old! nd i still live in my parents house like any other 20 year old in this country... my parents are older people and they are ***** getting on my nerves beCuz they get mad at me and talk crap to me when i sleep over at someones house!!! becuz according to them "im supposed to only sleep in my room" wtf !!! they treat me like a dam child and thats getting extremely on my nerves... !!! how can i get them to understand once nd for all to leave me alone!!! theres nothing wrong with sleepovers but how can i get that in their heads! im planning to definetly move out when i can save enough money cuz man this is just rediculous !

ok so im not a smoker...

but this last monday was the first time in 3 months that smoked weed... and before those 3 months i used to smoke once time every 2 or 3 weeks like i said i hardly smoke

so i have this drug test i need to pass tomorrow or thursday... i have been urinating 5 or more times a day this past week...

and by the way my boyfriend always smokes weed around me... could this show up on my test? or affect me?

ok so i dont really know ... but i suspect my boyfriend is cheating...

because i sometimes see movie tickets or club tickets in his room and he didnt even tell me he went or who he went with. one other thing is .. when i tell him he better not have other bitches.. he kinda like avoides the questions and just says 'no' (with out even lookig at me)

and one other time he went to an angels game (he didnt even tell me) and when i found out (cuz i saw a picture of him and some *****) he said he went with his "cousin".... also i had three dreams about his cheating in my face ... those could be just dreams but they could have some meaning behind them...

i honestly dnt believe a word he tells me now.

but i dnt want to over exaggerate and be the ***** and give him attitude if he dnt deserve it...

so i want opinions about this... :)

okay so i have to share this with someone CUZ IDK WTF happened !!!

SO.. yesterday or monday night i decided to smoke weed with my boyfriend ... i had quit weed for about 3 months ... but i hardly ever smoke so i dont really consider it quitting... anyways so monday i smoked 2 types of weed (idk wat type they were) but i took a good 7 or 8 hits off a pretty fat blunt ... i inhaled that **** all those times... soo now to the point of my story.... after a lil while i start to feel like i wasent in his room... like if i was floating else where.. after that... i started to feel really really cold .. like every inch inside my body was super cold but on the outside i felt like i had a fever... then i felt like i was gonna throw up... and my throat started burning real bad... shortly after my heart started beating like 100 beats per second ... i honestly felt like i was going to DIE :O ... i felt like this for a good 20 min ... then i started tripping hard core... i was telling my boyfriend everything that i felt and he just kept on telling me "baby ur fine just lay down with me ne chill out" but since i was super paranoid!!! i felt like i was going to fall into a deep hole if i layed down... nd if i fell asleep i felt like i was never gonna wake up... so i would just trip out on everything, even the fan.. i felt like the air was going to make me fall asleep nd die... another thing was that i was watching star wars nd i was paying very close attention and i felt like i was in the actual movie flying on those jedi flying cars .. lmao... also i felt like my soul was detaching from me, kinda how they say it happens when ur about to die ... so i figured out that if started twitching i keept myself awake or in this world .. lol.. so everytime i felt sleepy or like passing out i twiched lol. i swear i was tripping horribly bad... i even got tripped out by my bf cuz he was laughing at me ... cuz i would just sit there next to him like an idiot hugging a pillow like if it was suppose to save me or something lol... idk.. but even though he was faded himself he kept on telling me to calm down ... he even got but hurt cuz i wouldnt pay attention to him cuz i was too busy tripping out nd trying to keep myself awake... ugh i swear it felt soo horrible ... but the thing is that while all this was happening i knew it was happening like i didnt black out (like it happend with alcohol one time *cough cough*) ... so i was telling myself chill out ur fine its just the weed... ur still alive nothings wrong with u.. so yea i mean after a while i started to calm down nd i FINALLY Layed down Lol.. nd i fell asleep for a lil bit :) but yea that was the worst experience i've had in my life.. it felt horrible when it all happened but now that i remember it all its soo funny hahaha... BUT never again em i smoking weed again.. ever!!! but yea .

wat do ya'll think bout that lol?????

:)

okay so i have to share this with someone CUZ IDK WTF happened !!!

SO.. yesterday or monday night i decided to smoke weed with my boyfriend ... i had quit weed for about 3 months ... but i hardly ever smoke so i dont really consider it quitting... anyways so monday i smoked 2 types of weed (idk wat type they were) but i took a good 7 or 8 hits off a pretty fat blunt ... i inhaled that **** all those times... soo now to the point of my story.... after a lil while i start to feel like i wasent in his room... like if i was floating else where.. after that... i started to feel really really cold .. like every inch inside my body was super cold but on the outside i felt like i had a fever... then i felt like i was gonna throw up... and my throat started burning real bad... shortly after my heart started beating like 100 beats per second ... i honestly felt like i was going to DIE :O ... i felt like this for a good 20 min ... then i started tripping hard core... i was telling my boyfriend everything that i felt and he just kept on telling me "baby ur fine just lay down with me ne chill out" but since i was super paranoid!!! i felt like i was going to fall into a deep hole if i layed down... nd if i fell asleep i felt like i was never gonna wake up... so i would just trip out on everything, even the fan.. i felt like the air was going to make me fall asleep nd die... another thing was that i was watching star wars nd i was paying very close attention and i felt like i was in the actual movie flying on those jedi flying cars .. lmao... also i felt like my soul was detaching from me, kinda how they say it happens when ur about to die ... so i figured out that if started twitching i keept myself awake or in this world .. lol.. so everytime i felt sleepy or like passing out i twiched lol. i swear i was tripping horribly bad... i even got tripped out by my bf cuz he was laughing at me ... cuz i would just sit there next to him like an idiot hugging a pillow like if it was suppose to save me or something lol... idk.. but even though he was faded himself he kept on telling me to calm down ... he even got but hurt cuz i wouldnt pay attention to him cuz i was too busy tripping out nd trying to keep myself awake... ugh i swear it felt soo horrible ... but the thing is that while all this was happening i knew it was happening like i didnt black out (like it happend with alcohol one time *cough cough*) ... so i was telling myself chill out ur fine its just the weed... ur still alive nothings wrong with u.. so yea i mean after a while i started to calm down nd i FINALLY Layed down Lol.. nd i fell asleep for a lil bit :) but yea that was the worst experience i've had in my life.. it felt horrible when it all happened but now that i remember it all its soo funny hahaha... BUT never again em i smoking weed again.. ever!!! but yea .

wat do ya'll think bout that lol?????

:)

ok so i dated a guy for a month and a half.... he would treat me like an effin queen ... he would tell me all these sweet things... we would see eachother more than twice a week... we would have intimacy quite frequently ! and then after we've spent a whole day with eachother he doesnt call me for a whole week and its been two weeks that i havent seen him or heard his voice.... then i found out by facebook he went to an angels game with some nasty looking lady that looked 10 years older than us .... and i right away took that as cheating cuz he never told me he was going to the effin game nd then i checked the txt messages from that day nd he had told me he was somewhere with his dad! so he not only cheated on me he LIED to me ! oooh and that wasent the first time! but im not getting into that! i just need help i need to know why on earth would he treat me soo good and the next screw me over like that! ??? why!!?! i gave him EVERYTHING!!! wat the hell i do wrong? O_o

okay so,

weeks ago i met this guy (my car Salesmen) we had an instant connection... 100% my type(cuban/puerto rican) and well blah blah long story short he asked me for my number texted me that same day we talked never one he was trying to convince me to buy the car yet i went 3 days later bought the car and he invited me out on a date (as in his way of sAyin thank u) so blah blah we had like 5 more dates (we got intimate not gonna lie) and he calls me "babe" "baby" "my girl" watever, calls me daily... treats me basically like a girlfriend... now HERES the issue he went to san diego for a day got drunk with his brother... so the day he got back i get this text saying "whos this?"

im like "hold up who is this?!?!"

her: "ooh its brenda, weren't u in san diego lastnight?"

me: "NOO! but how u get this number tho?!? "

her: "oo i got this number from a guy at the club lastnite"

me: "did this guy tell u his name?!?!"

her: "no but he said he was puerto rican and lives in azusa"

me: "WTF o_O lol" (it turned out bein my guy)

SOOO!! question here wtf does this mean?!?!

this kid says he likes me, he wants to keep me, calls me his girl, holds my hand calls me babe infront of people. yet he gives out MY number to girls at clubs?!?! does this even make sense????? im super confused !!! help?