spochahontis

my sons step-mother who was full term pregnant died yesterday and the baby didn't make it either. she was the glue that held everything together- kept communication lines open when dad didn't want to talk to me, did everything for my son while he was at her house...she was an amazing, awesome person. how do i help my son deal with this? son really loved her and was looking forward to being a big brother again. don't even know where to start...already called to set up a counseling appointment...what else??

so...went out to lunch with a friend of mine today and she was excited that i'm no longer "pink"...she can tell when i'm really stressed out about things or when things are rough because i look pink. she said i'm no longer pink today so she knew right away things were better. what could this mean? looked up the color charts of auras and dont' think that's it...think she was talking about my physical body...not an aura...any ideas?

just started hanging out with a guy, having a really hard time reading him. he's spent the last two weekends at my house, but says he's rethinking his whole idea about dating (just split with a gal a few weeks ago). this weekend we (he and i as well as my youngest son and my nanny) hiked up to a waterfall that he said was his favorite spot on earth...i don't know if that's him opening up a little bit and sharing something, or if it was just a place to go that he happened to think of first. it was about a 2 hour drive to get there, so it wasn't just some local spot that he happened to favor...i think it was just something to do...my nanny thinks it was significant...what does everyone else think?

I had a double tubal (two cuts, each tube) done in March of 2003 and things seemed to be fine since then. In February of this year (08) I had a colposcopy done for an abnormal pap...now here I am over a month later...late, sick to my stomach, breasts hurt, cranky, tired, everything smells WAY stronger and it makes me gag...it is NOT adding up. what are the chances that something happened during the colposcopy to make things "open up" again...or that the plumbing just started working 5 years later? my boyfriend had fertility tests done years ago when he was married and he's very fertile...i know i'm very fertile because my other two pregnancies happened right away...what are the chances that this is a flu that makes you sick and not have the fever/chills/aches? ugh...there's a reason i had the procedure done 5 years ago...if i am prego this kid must be meant to end world hunger or cure cancer...

it wasn't one of their "regular" commercials...it was one of the music or featured artist commercials...i can't find it on the web...fairly new, young female solo singer...anyone know?

I remember it was a team of kids...brother and sister, one of the characters was called "Tank" played really heavy previews I think at "Cars" or "Open Season"...haven't heard anything about it since and can't find it anywhere online...