Cheyanne

I'm 3 months and I have no choice of eating them, it's either that or nothing and I'm starving! I don't know if the meat or the Manwich sauce could be bad. I try to be really cautious and check everything out before I eat it.

I'm almost 3 months and before i got pregnant, me and my boyfriend had a great relationship. We spent every moment we had together (everyday). He told me he wanted to marry me and he was hoping I would get pregnant. So here I am, pregnant. And we started fighting a lot because I've been moody, which is typical. I also had to get off my depression meds due to being pregnant which made me start acting really mad and antsy, and I would flip out on people a lot. I would get mad at him sometimes but nothing crazy. And he started selling crack and he was bringing it into my car and i finally told him.. I cant be with you if you are selling crack, thats putting him in danger as well as me. he wouldnt call me until 10 at night and he would have me worrying, and i couldnt put up with that and be stressed while pregnant. so i said, wither you stop, and man up and get a real job. or i cant be with you. so he chose to keep selling crack. so we hadnt talked a lot and then he told me that he hadnt been selling ever since i left him. so i said okay, maybe we can get back together. but then he told me, he didnt wanna get back together until he gets his s h i t together. And that made me mad because he hasnt been doing anything besides getting high and chilling with his friends and he's saying and posting on facebook that he wants to kill himself and he hates his life, so i blocked him and he called me telling me i only did it to hide stuff from him. so i unblocked him and he started acting like an asshole again and he just makes me feel like **** and makes me cry. and i said.. i cant keep playing these games either u wanna do things right and be with me or not at all. and he said then ******* move on everything is about YOU. so i said okay, then dont expect to be in this childs life at all. all he is doing is treating me like crap and stressing me out. and now he's calling his sister saying hes gonna go to her house and he wants me to come over and talk cuz he doesnt wanna lose me. And i dont know what to do im so confused. hes been hurting me so bad and i gave him so many chances but he's rather sell crack then be with me. i cant deal with this stress it's so hard. i wanna be with him for the babys sake, but not if he's gonna be mean :(