Sunburst

I had a friend in USA....

we met when I was 4.5 yrs old(He was the first boy ever I hugged after my dad)..

we became best friends afterwards

Then suddenly we started having fights(7- 8.5 yrs old) but started to have a different feeling towards him...This was the time I stopped hugging him.............

Then we started to calm down have crushes on eachother(8.5 - 10 yrs old).....felt shy to hug.....

Then suddenly one day my sister younger to me asked him "you do like my sister dont you"

He was in silence..... I got so embarassed and told my sister to shut up.... Then he looked at me kind of unsatisfied..... I got to know that day that he had a crush on me too and that was a strong one ...

...........................................................................................................................Then suddenly one day My parents told me that we have to move to India.....

I was exited and sad too..And guess what the reason was----it was that I had to leave him.....(11 years old)

then it was the day before we were moving that we had gone to their house.....@ the last moment he was sobbing secretly.....I felt so sad that day....I ran to the car and never looked @ his face back again....(that was the first day after 4 years he touched me)..............................................................................................

Now after 4 years of leaving him I keep on crying for him...Why didn't i tell my feelings to him.....

theres a guy on my fb who always says he loves me,he loves me but I get irritated...he sent me a voice mail saying i love you plz talk to me....and he's also asking me that when he comes he wants to see me face to face

i moved away from my bff a boy 2 yrs back...i miss him a lot and understant that i actually love him ......we were unusual bffs....we used to hate eachother but when we moved apart he cried for me that day ....i also cry for him till now...the matter is we are friends since when we were 4 years old and forget each other.....from hate to suddenly love this is confusing!!!plz help here??

im 13 and wanna kiss....but im kinda shy