MakDaddySuperFly

Okay, so this is a bit of a long story, so here goes nothing.

I'm 17 years old, and I don't quite know where I live, ever since I was born, and before I was born, my parents have fought and argued endlessly, and when I was around 7 or 8 years old, they split up, they never divorced, but they separated.

My mom, I, my little brother, and my older brother moved into an apartment together, and my dad found a girlfriend, 6 hours away from here in Indiana.

My dad's been going there, to his girlfriend for almost 10 years, and he set up a shop there, a furniture upholstery shop, their own business, just a year after he went to her, so he's been working there for 8 or 9 years, he would work for 3 weeks, and come and see me and my brothers and I for a week each time.

Well, eventually, my older brother ended up going to prison, my mom got addicted to drugs, so my little brother and I moved in with my dad about 3 years ago.

Well, we lived 2 hours away from my mom, but we lived right next door to my dad's side of the family, my aunt, his sister.

A year after, my dad's lease was up, and keep in mind that my dad still goes to his girlfriend 2.5 to 3 weeks out of the month, he needed my Aunt to watch my little brother and I, so they decided to get an apartment together, in HIS name.

Well, he would wire the money to my aunt, and she said she paid the bills, but it turns out they ended up stacking up, to around $4000 or so, and the lease was not yet up.

Well, she ended up screwing him over, so now he's in debt, and trying his hardest to pay the bills off, while he's working at his girlfriends house, making a 6 hour drive every 2 weeks now, to Indiana, and he stays for a month, each time.

Well, my Mom ended up moving in with a boyfriend of hers, and that's where she lives, while my dad doesn't have a place to live, but merely a place to stay, at his girlfriends house, and they're not doing very well.

Now, I go with my dad, for the job opportunity, and it's getting tiring, but the money is decent, while my little brother stays at my mom's boyfriend's house.

I don't feel like I have a place to live, at all, because when my dad is back in town, we just stay with my 30 year old brother until he leaves again, and my little brother goes back to my mom's boyfriend's house, which is uncomfortable, but he has to go to school and everything.

Here's where it really gets crazy

I fell in love with a girl from the Netherlands, and I want to go live with her, someday in the next few years, we've been talking for almost a year, and I've already went to visit her a month ago, I'm going to go to a trade school next year, and finish an education.

The stress is taking it's toll on me, though, with my situation and not having a place to live, I find it hard to keep and make friends, because I don't have a comfortable place to call home, nowhere that I can relax, nowhere that I can bring friends and hang out, and my self-esteem is dropping rock bottom, and it's starting to really affect my everyday life, I feel distant and it's been this way for months now, I don't know what to do.

What do I do, any suggestions?

Okay so I met this girl online about Christmas time

We've been talking since January and ever since then I felt like I needed her, SO much.

We both talked about how we want to spend the rest of our lives with each other, we've even said some things about getting married and having children, and all of that lovely stuff.

There's a scenario though, She lives in the Netherlands and I live in the USA, Ohio.

I've wanted to see her so much, we get along so well, we communicate with no problems, we've never argued, and we trust each other completely.

Sometimes we have little disagreements but we sort them out and come to an agreement in no time at all.

We see each other for so long each day, we talk for hours, and we see each other on webcam too.

Well, I've made plans to go see her, August 18, and I made these plans a while back, probably May or so, and I just couldn't get enough of her each day, well I actually sealed that, around July 20th or so, and I'm going to see her August 18, for 10 days.

Well, one day I just woke up, around the end of July, about the time I officially booked my plane ticket and reserved the Bed and Breakfast, and I just didn't feel right about her, I didn't feel the same, I didn't feel the same about anything, actually.

It'll be the first time I'm ever on a plane, to a foreign country, and I'm meeting her for the first time, and her whole family too, and I'm just 17. By the way, this costed me 1650 dollars, and I came up with it myself.

What happened to me? Am I just very anxious? My dad told me that anxiousness is getting to me, and that feeling that I felt, could just be that I fell in love, but I just need to know if I love her or not, it's killing me.

I tried to relax and forget about it, but I just can't, last night I cried for 45 minutes in a row just because I was unsure, and I can't really just take my mind off of her.

I feel so terrible, about everything one minute, and I feel "okay" about everything the next.

I felt good last night when my dad told me that I don't feel myself because love and anxiousness is making me crazy and reality is ******* with my head.

But now I'm worried about it again, I can't do anything but think.

I need to know what's happening, what is this feeling?

Sometimes, I don't know if I love her, but I still feel chills in my body when I think about her.

I need to know, I'm not myself lately, my dad just told me that really falling in LOVE, makes you act crazy and feel weird things, and just makes your brain go haywire.

What's the case here, guys?

Sometimes I feel like it feels wrong to say "I love you" but then other times, it kinda makes me peaceful and happy to say those words.

I'm confused, somebody help?

Yeah ni66a I'm ruthless, Yeah Im a G, and you don't know a mother f***ing thing about me.

Yeah ni66a I'm ruthless, I do it for the streets, (etc.)

That's the chorus

while smoking a cigarette, and no smoke ever came up.

That would be really cool if somebody has ever made up their own language and shared it, and learned it to others. :P

Anyone, anything?

If so, tell me about it.

10 points to the most interesting answer.

Okay, how do I get my saved song playlist onto my iPod?

it's a playlist with 144 songs in it, and I'm trying to put it on drive (J:)

I put it on there it shows, but when I take my iPod off 10 minutes after, there aren't any songs on there, I've done this twice.

I heard it last night, it sounds kind of familiar, like Audioslave kind of, but I know it's NOT Audioslave. It's not Audioslave - Doesn't Remind Me

I know it goes something like.

"Don't Call me, no more, _________ to remiiiiindd me. He holds the i for a little longer than the other ones.

Are there any good bands that resemble any of the following?

Here's the kind of stuff I listen to.

Fall Out Boy

Eminem

Coldplay

p!nk

Korn

Jason Mraz

3 Doors Down

The Rocket Summer

The Fray

Hot Hot Heat

Flyleaf

Lil Wayne

The Opposites

10 Years

Sean Paul

Danger Radio

Head Automatica

The Used

Opgezwolle

Skillet

Trivium

Coheed and Cambria

Akon

Trace Adkins

White Tie Affair

3Oh!3

Cash Cash

Saosin

Imogen Heap

Pierce The Veil

Mickey Avalon

Lenny Kravitz

I can name so much more, but I think that's enough to give you the idea.

Anything? [:

So I like to wonder, How is everyone feeling today?

I'm feeling kind of cheerful.

Christmas is just around the corner [:

MSN: mackdaddyforsure@hotmail.com

don't mind the IM address, I do that with all of my questions usually in case anyone wishes to add me [:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zA3j78Bs7Bc&NR=1

The song that starts at 1:23. Thank you.

10 points to the first correct answer.

Dondenigarahowa! Bi shui ta sheng gui!

It must be chinese, what does it mean?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r3V2gjoRllg&NR=1

I'd just like to know the song, the first one to answer correctly gets 10 points

mackdaddyforsure@hotmail.com

I need new friends on MSN

The name, don't think I'm some conceited snobby person, it was only a joke.. 4 years ago!

I'm really a nice person, and easy to get along with (:

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When I pee sometimes when I'm semi-hard, it seems as if I have two penis holes.

Some pee comes out one corner of the pee hole, and the other comes out the opposite corner, but this only happens when I'm semi-hard?

And does anyone know why it's so hard to pee when you're fully erect?

What is the difference between a stool and a bowel movement?

Just would like to know.

Ok, well, I am uncircumcised, and there is that extra skin, as you know, well there is also a line leading from the bottom of my hole, to my scrotum, on the skin.

Well now somehow the piece of the extra skin near the bottom of the hole, the piece of skin that connects the skin to the hole, it kinda ripped a little bit, and it hurts.

Don't know how it happened, I masturbate like 2 or 3 times a day, any ideas?

and

Is it normal to have veins on the head of your penis?

I don't know if it's a vein but it's a little purple thing on the head of it, I've never seen it before until a few days ago..

Can you explain to me what it is or why it's there?

It came just as soon as the foreskin got cut a little bit a few days ago.

Is it normal to have veins on the head of your penis?

I don't know if it's a vein but it's a little purple thing on the head of it, I've never seen it before until a few days ago..

Can you explain to me what it is or why it's there?

I always choose the best answer, look at my history of questions :P

Ok, well, I am uncircumcised, and there is that extra skin, as you know, well there is also a line leading from the bottom of my hole, to my scrotum, on the skin.

Well now somehow the piece of the extra skin near the bottom of the hole, the piece of skin that connects the skin to the hole, it kinda ripped a little bit, and it hurts.

Don't know how it happened, I masturbate like 2 or 3 times a day, any ideas?

The song that starts at the very beginning of the show 'Charmed' on TNT

I can't remember but it KIND of sounded like

'Heaven is where I need to be, something something anybody else'

>.<

Does acne still scar if the lesions are not popped?

Just a wonder.

Cause I keep telling my brother not to pop his zits, and I don't want to sound dumb and wrong..