Vecheslav

I know the things I like to do in life and I have a general sense of where to go, but I'm just lazy. An example is school: I know for a fact I am probably in the top 10 percentile in academic terms, but because of how lazy I am, I'm not. In even simpler terms: It's not that I don't how to do the assignment/assessment, it's that I don't want to do it. Most of my teachers get pissed because I never do their work but I still ace the tests. If I did my work I would have over a 4.0 GPA, but I have a 2.2. This doesn't apply in just my school life, it affects my "outside" life. I'm not antisocial or anxious about anything, I just don't want to get a part time job and do things. The only thing I really keep tight in my life is keeping my room clean, maintaining close relationships, and doing the things I love (Playing guitar, video editing, video games). Am I just being to hard on myself or is it that I'm a 17 year old high school student that grew up with Russian parents?

If the whole parent thing is in the equation, often times the things I want to do are frowned upon and I usually get the whole "you're going nowhere in life with that in mind."

Cheers -Slav