Skye

I don't cut very deep with my razor. I bleed a little and the cuts look more like scratches, but I do five or six at a time on my stomach. I'm not really into pain or cutting to make myself feel, I just do it because I think I deserve it. Is this considered legitimate self harm?

I'm thinking about getting an axolotl when i go to college in the fall. problem is, my uni is a good three or four hour drive away from where i currently live so transporting it and the axolotl for breaks is an issue.

whats the best way to transport it? keep it in the aquarium? put it in a smaller one?

I want to go to warped tour next weekend and its at Nassau Coliseum. I'm going by myself and i can't drive. what's the best way there and back?

I'm going out to dinner tonight to a Japanese restaurant. What entrees, sushi rolls, or sashimi have the lowest calories? What should I avoid?

thanks!

I got a bit lost in the city last week and i came across this store on Ave of the Americas around W 10 or 9 street. It was raining and I was running late for something so I couldn't really stop and look at it, but there were pikachu and hello kitty dolls in the storefront and other cute/japanese things. I tried looking for this store on google, but I can't find its name or specific address. anyone know it?

yesterday woke up, got a glass of water, took a women's multivitamin, B complex, and fish oil. i felt a little sick but i was eating my breakfast and felt fine after a bit. today i did the same, except i threw up before i was even able to start eating my breakfast.

im not on any other medication and i haven't had fish in a week or two.

Summer is coming up and there is a 1000% chance of me being thrown into a pool at least twice. my hair is dyed with Manic Panic. i think the pools that i would be around most are saltwater, not chlorine.

i went in once with Special Effects dyed hair and i went from teal to straw-green when i came out :/

prom is at the end of May. I don't have a dress. Or any idea of a dress to buy. Or what to do with my hair or makeup.

im somewhere between 5 foot 3 and 4. I'm chubby. Pale-ish. Turquoise hair that goes maybe two inches below my shoulder. my style i guess is a combination of punk, girly, and goth...

any thoughts?

Its getting down to the final days before I have to make a decision on what college to go to. My top choices are SCAD, MICA, SAIC, and CCA. Financially, with travel expenses, financial aid, and scholarships combined, they'll all be the same.

I'm hoping to major in Illustration and get some background in animation. I'd like to work in the art industry on movies or graphic novels.

I know SAIC doesn't have an illustration department, but heard their fine arts and graphic design are great. Chicago was really cool too. I know MICA is good for illustration, but it seemed to me that they didn't focus on getting students employed afterwards or have them establish connections.

I don't know much about SCAD or CCA, but CCA has connections with Pixar and whatever else is around San Fransisco/Oakland and that would be a great help for me.

I'm 5"3 and 17.

Two years ago I hit my (then) highest weight of 150lbs. I took diet pills, tried to binge/purge (tried because i could never throw up the food for some reason), skipped meals, spent time looking at thinspo or ana/mia blogs, cut up my food into tiny pieces, threw away half my dinner, stuff like that. I cut a few times. I went down to 130lbs. I ran out of pills and those habits started dropping. I went back to normal eating.

A bit after that I started binging. A lot. Almost everyday after school I would eat a full container of nutella, raw cookie dough, 1-2 pints of ice cream, or chocolate bars (or a combination of all these). Sometimes I felt so bad that I tried to purge again. Since it first started, the pattern has been that I binge for a few weeks, stop for a few weeks, then I binge again. I know its disgusting.

This year I hit 175lbs. I HAVE to lose the weight. I'm disgusted with myself. I'm trying to be healthy about this and pay attention to what I'm eating rather than the quantity. But thats tough. I've cut my calorie intake back down to 1200 or less a day. I feel like I ate too much if its more than 800 calories, but as long as its not more than 1200 calories I know my day wasn't completely wasted. I have diet pills again too. I've lost 10lbs so far. I binged today and had an 850cal lunch and felt like crap afterwards. I wanted to purge. I feel like my day was ruined because I had 1600 calories and I wasn't able to burn any from exercise.

I'm always stressed because of school and I always screw my grades up by falling behind and becoming so stressed out about them that I will spend more time panicking about all the things I have to do. I'm stressed out about college because I'm crap at school. I want to go to an art college and while I've got into some, I hate all of my work and have no talent or work ethic and have zero chance of competing with other people, so I'm afraid to even sketch in a public place. Most social situations make me anxious and uncomfortable. I'm a sad and pathetic person with two-three "close" friends and then people who I talk with sometimes. I don't talk to people about my emotions and when I'm upset I find myself wanting to lash out and throw something or hit something and scream, but I don't. I just cry silently and keep it to myself.

My family fights often, not in an abusive way, but there are arguments everyday from how dinner is being made to my mom settling things with the company that laid her off last year. Basically 80% of conversations end in yelling so I try to have as few as possible. I also end up lying about my schoolwork and grades because I don't want people yelling or being mad or disappointed. I get more stressed out and more self-loathing a result and then i can't keep up with the lies and the yelling is back. I also feel worse about having these problems because I go to a private school and come from an upper-middle-class family and haven't been abused, so theres no logic behind me having all these issues.

I'm sorry this is solong but EDs and mental health are linked so I felt that i had to explain a lot.

i've gotten my earlobes pierced twice before but both of them have closed up. i haven't worn earrings in maybe five or more years.

oh also i had an industrial bar two years ago, but i took it out, lost the earring, and its been closed for months.

can i get all these re-pierced or would that be a bad idea?

I got my hair bleached from a medium ash brown to a light blonde. It was a double process, bleach applied twice. A less harsh one was put on my scalp though.

Yeah so I got these sort of yellowy scabs or crusts on my scalp now, but only on a small part.

And at the salon my hair wasn't falling out or anything

Yeah so should I be worried or do anything about them or wait?

100 crunches

90 jumping jacks

80 lunges

70 squats

60 seconds running in place

50 second plank

40 jumping jacks

30 squats

20 high knees

10 push ups

someone told me that doing this every day will make me drop 10 pounds in 2 weeks, and if i do it twice a day i could possibly lose 10 pounds in one week. im 171lbs, 5"3, and ive started a 1200 calorie diet per day. will this workout actually make me lose 10 pounds in two weeks?

I want to dye my hair turqoise, sort of like this colour: http://favim.com/orig/201105/13/baily-blue-hair-ca...

thing is, i'm pale but i have olivey-reddish skin pigments and i dont know if turquoise works with it. can i do turquoise or should i go for a different colour (maybe a dark blue or purple)?

my natural hair colour is around a medium ash brown and i have brown eyes.

my cat ate a hole through my favourite hoodie

the hole is about an inch long and maybe an inch and a half to two inches wide

its on the backside and very close to the art/design on the back

the colour is a dark, charcoal grey

the tag says 80% cotton, 20% polyester, and i believe is from Independent Trading Company

i really dont know how to fix this without it looking stupid. if i dont get any solutions i can't wear it and i literally wear this hoodie everyday

I'm 5"3 and on the chubby side but i really want these knee-high socks. I don't have any tall boots to wear them with, but i do have high tops and combat boots so i think those'll do. when summer comes around i think i can wear them with dresses

but yeah will knee-high socks make me look stupid, short and stubby or will they be alright?

does anyone know where it is

anyone

or does this not exist on the calculator?

and I mean the Y(sub)1 that means the first Y function on Y=, you know?

I just downloaded CS5 and I can't figure out how you turn the canvas. I don't mean rotate the picture, but how to rotate the actual canvas so its on a slant

(like how it is at about 4:25 or so in this video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j8U55YDRqng )

also, like the video, how do I make it so the cursor is highlighted yellow? I've looked at the options but still can't figure it out. Help?

I'm talking about the original comics that started in 1941. I need the exact issue which he dies in.

Yes, I understand that they rewrote it in 1963 so he can show up for the Avengers, but I need the issue where he was presumed dead from either the 1940s or 1950s.

Please help, I need it for a paper and the rest of the internet is giving me a buch of different results

There's less than two months left of my junior year and my grades range between C-'s and B's. I haven't done most of the work for the year and now I'm pretty behind. Is there anyway I can catch up and raise my grades before the year is over?