MuncH

I need a job and working at home would be great. i get plenty of junk mail so i was thinking that the junk mail industry needs people like me.

I am looking for someone to set me up with someone. I have a lot of friends that are females but they won't hook me up with girls they know because then they think they are missing out on something.

My lifestyle is just like my friends. crazy. Actually i'm not that bad. I work full time and i'm laid back. I live in maplewood, minnesota.

I don't know how long this will be on here but check out my yahoo360 page. my id on yahoo messenger is imunchi

oh yeah. i am 27

OK in the "tools" section in windows defender there is a button to check the software running on your computer.

I am looking at the startup programs (for example) and notice that some programs DO NOT have special icons like for instance avast! antivirus has a special icon where adobe acrobat reader does not. it looks like a default icon to me.

My question is would it be possible that adobe could be harmful to my system? it is published and signed.

and if i have anything on my system that is not published or digitally signed is that something i should get rid of??

THANKS EVERYONE IN ADVANCE

sorry but 1st of all I am 5 ft 9 in and 125 lbs. I have had little, if any, self confidence my whole life. Can I get honest answers from you?

I have been told by over half of the women I've been with that I am really, really good in bed. I just want to know if that's what all of you say to the men you are with? Why say anything if its not the truth?

Also I can make my girlfriend(s) have an orgasm most of the time and they have told me that they have only done that by themselves in the past. Is an orgasm for you really that difficult? If that is the case shouldn't I get calls more often?

I have been in AA, NA and have lived that life for a couple years. Wasn't life to me and I wasn't happy. One of the sayings is "Don't forget where you came from" After I lost my ex-fiance and our baby I was borderline suicidal on a daily basis. I usually drink till I feel good, take pills and I was smoking dope trying to OD, and my mind wanted to do something and wandering in traffic wasn't it

I have tried to let go and not live in the past but I cannot get over that my life today is because of the past. Sober or not I really dont want to live. But it isn't so bad when I'm drunk or high. I have 2 children and I cant see them. I didnt really have a father growing up and it hurt me bad. It's just devastating to feel like this. Wishing to die before you open your eyes. I know people in my family who are dependent on all sorts of head pills. Ive seen them go through worse times when they dont have their meds! I dont want to be dependent on medication. I for sure dont want to be a damn science experiment testing out head pills for years to find out what i need. I haven't been happy for a while now.

I live in Minnesota and would be willing so see an expert possibly.

I lost the love of my life because I wont get sober. I hear that I got to get sober for myself to be successful.

I was there for her when she got clean then when I want the same support in return she leaves me.

She is the reason I want to be a better person but she has this hatred for me and refuses to help because I have to do it for myself she keeps saying. I have suffered from depression for over half my life. I am 26. I have never seen a doctor. I have tried taking pills to OD but i've had devine intervention hit me twice. Does that mean I have to stay alive for my ex?? Because there is no one on this earth that I would die for.

I have needed her support to beat this addiction. I don't want to do it for me if she isn't in my life. she is my life and i'm nothing without her.

IS THERE ANY HOPE FOR ME? FOR US?

we got together because of drugs and i moved into her apt. she wanted to date but i told her no because i was sleeping with other women and i didnt want to hurt her. before she went to treatment she agreed to let me sleep around "as long as she was known as my girlfriend." 2 months later in the relationship i said in front of her that i did this one girl and she was hurt badly. I REALLY DIDNT MEAN TO HURT HER.

We stayed together and months passed. i told her i would stop sleeping with other women just to be with her. I was high on drugs and i couldnt say no. so i cheated a couple more times. we moved out, i stayed with a buddy while she was in a halfway house. she took a bus to come see me everyday. I was supposed to get clean and i procrastinated. she got pregnant & she accepted my proposal! then she left me and i wanted to die. i still do.

she cheated on me once to feel like i did.

she is clean. I am not. she doesnt really talk 2 me.

I NEED HER IN MY LIFE, SHE IS MY LIFE