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On the phone my bf said to me, "I'm the best you've ever had!" I replied, "You ARE!" I then asked him the same. He paused, nervously said "um......" then said, "well, um..... you're the most FUN......" then there was the most awkward silence ever! He then said "but we haven't been together very long..." to try and salvage my feelings but it still hurt.

I didn't get angry... I mean he IS being honest but now I feel weird.

I need opinions, comments, advice.... ANYTHING! Please!

I have trouble reading people, especially facial expressions. Is this something people can already sense about me? It astonishes me that people can look at my face and know what I am feeling so quickly.

I know I probably come off as uncaring at first, but after awhile won't people just figure out that I am innocently oblivious?

I'm been paying more attention to my dreams over the last week, and I'm glad I am because apparently I'm a freak! :0

I have had different dreams on different nights that involve things in pairs. What does it mean?

1st dream: My thumb was injured, and the injury became worse so that I could see my bone. However, I was very disturbed to see that there were two long wires (innoculation loops... used in microbiology) protruding from my exposed bone. I wanted to remove them deperately, but they were part of my bone and I couldn't.

2nd dream: My teeth were crumbling/falling out but they all had different problems. One tooth was soft, and when I touched it it fell apart and two very long nerves were exposed... I wanted to remove them but that would have hurt.

3rd: There was a monster with two heads killing people. The heads were women's heads with short hair.

4th: There were two men killing people.

What's with all of the pairs and why are they all bad?

There are a couple of commercials on tv that are so damn funny, no matter how many times I see them I laugh so hard!

1) That Noggin commercial where these business people are sitting around a conference table, and the woman heading the meeting has a laptop and says it is a report or something, and slides it over to the guy and he looks at it, and it is a colorful drawing like a child would draw... and he says, "Pretty picture, Sara.... nice stars!" all serious-like.

2) That commercial about TJ Max where the flight attendant is supposed to be giving pre-flight instructions but she is talking about her new belt and earings. LOL!

Is it normal for a commercial to be so funny to you that it never gets old?

What did you do about dating? How long did you stay living together?

Has anyone noticed that a fat woman can have a certain personality and we like her, but when she loses weight that same personality is unacceptable for a thin woman? Star Jones, Nicole Richie, and the same would be true if Rosie O'Donnell lost weight. They can be rude and bitchy when they are fat and it's funny, but a skinny woman has to be kind and nice or everyone will hate her. (Nicole Richie was just chubby, I know, but you get my point).

For those who believe (as I do) that we choose our next life when we are between lives, and plan to help each other achieve soul growth in the next life, what are some reasons we would come as Americans. What could our souls need work on that we would be reborn in a country like this?

I know that we are fat, lazy, judgemental, selfish, lustful, and have life way too good while the rest of the world is starving as we are raping them of their resources (we use 25% of the world's resources!). Jesus said it is hardest for a rich man to get to heaven, and we are truly rich here. Are we here to practice denying ourselves pleasures of the flesh?

Please don't answer if you are going to bash my beliefs.

I just don't understand why people go through the trouble to learn English to about 80% proficiency and decide that is enough and stop trying. For example, Filipinos that mix up genders ("he" and "she" is the same in Tagalog), and asians in general that don't use plural forms. I want to scream "you are almost there, please don't stop trying!!!" LOL

I mean, if I moved to another country I would care very much about speaking the language correctly. I remember my college Spanish teacher getting so mad at the students who didn't even TRY to lose their English accents... nobody wanted to soften their d's or roll their r's. Why bother learning the language at all if you don't want to do it correctly?

Am I just being riduculously anal about this or what?