they can say whatever

i really have no idea if i am or not. i have not told my parents that i still cut myself and think about suicide constantly.. i mean really what is they meaning of being depressed? and how do you know for sure if you are or you aren't? im sad most of the time but i just cover it up around people does this mean anything? im just so confused and i really dont think im depressed but i just want to make sure.. so please help if you can or know any answers to these questions

I really don't know what to do anymore.. i really just want to kill myself and i was wondering if i cut my wrists and then take about 20 vicodin could i succeed in it? i cut myself daily and i can't stop and i want to end my life that way do you think it would work? if not could you tell me another way to do it. please just help me with this don't feel bad just tell me.

i dont know what to do i cant stop cutting and i have had a therapist before but i hated it so i acted like i was fine and now i dont have to go. what is wrong with me?! can someone please tell me what i can do to stop? and do you think i am a freak?

please be nice.