Master of Mathematical Analysis

I would really appreciate your feedback and/or explanation especially since I am baffled by what happened.

There is a girl, S, that I really like and the other day while I was at work in the morning I had this strange feeling inside of me and for some reason I thought I should contact a mutual friend and make sure that S was alright. I didn't because I assumed it was just a weird feeling and didn't mean anything. It turns out on the same day just after I had those strange feelings, someone was getting mad at S (verbal abuse) and she got upset and started to cry - note that this incident occurred at a place a mile or two away from where I work. When I heard of this, from the mutual friend mentioned before, I felt like life was taken away from me - that I should do something to the person that did this - that I could've preventive it - I felt like I could've been there to protect her. A lot was going through my mind and I felt like s***. And I'm not the type of person to get angry or anything but one way to keep me angry is by hurting someone I truly care about and that happened so I was mad! Also, I recalled the feelings I had earlier in the day and tried to make sense of them but have no clue. I haven't told anyone about these feelings and don't plan on telling SH because I think it would really freak her out...it freaked me out! But I was hoping to get some explanation or reasoning here. It is greatly appreciated.

Thanks,

M.

I would really appreciate your feedback and/or explanation especially since I am baffled by what happened.

There is a girl, S, that I really like and the other day while I was at work in the morning I had this strange feeling inside of me and for some reason I thought I should contact a mutual friend and make sure that S was alright. I didn't because I assumed it was just a weird feeling and didn't mean anything. It turns out on the same day just after I had those strange feelings, someone was getting mad at S (verbal abuse) and she got upset and started to cry - note that this incident occurred at a place a mile or two away from where I work. When I heard of this, from the mutual friend mentioned before, I felt like life was taken away from me - that I should do something to the person that did this - that I could've preventive it - I felt like I could've been there to protect her. A lot was going through my mind and I felt like s***. And I'm not the type of person to get angry or anything but one way to keep me angry is by hurting someone I truly care about and that happened so I was mad! Also, I recalled the feelings I had earlier in the day and tried to make sense of them but have no clue. I haven't told anyone about these feelings and don't plan on telling SH because I think it would really freak her out...it freaked me out! But I was hoping to get some explanation or reasoning here. It is greatly appreciated.

Thanks

I would really appreciate your feedback and/or explanation especially since I am baffled by what happened.

There is a girl, S, that I really like and the other day while I was at work in the morning I had this strange feeling inside of me and for some reason I thought I should contact a mutual friend and make sure that S was alright. I didn't because I assumed it was just a weird feeling and didn't mean anything. It turns out on the same day just after I had those strange feelings, someone was getting mad at S (verbal abuse) and she got upset and started to cry - note that this incident occurred at a place a mile or two away from where I work. When I heard of this, from the mutual friend mentioned before, I felt like life was taken away from me - that I should do something to the person that did this - that I could've preventive it - I felt like I could've been there to protect her. A lot was going through my mind and I felt like s***. And I'm not the type of person to get angry or anything but one way to keep me angry is by hurting someone I truly care about and that happened so I was mad! Also, I recalled the feelings I had earlier in the day and tried to make sense of them but have no clue. I haven't told anyone about these feelings and don't plan on telling SH because I think it would really freak her out...it freaked me out! But I was hoping to get some explanation or reasoning here. It is greatly appreciated.

Thanks.