Final Bliss

Is there a God who created us and is there a justice which a heart could share with every heart?. Is there afterlife, is there a bright future for poor one who lacked something which actually is a need of life. Or is it just fate to live in misery even if you fight so hard for fortune. Tell me is there a God ? Is there a afterlife ? Is there anything which could raise my poor existance up ? That's the last question I am asking, I may rest in silence and see the time passsing by. Until the leaves are fallen from the tree.

My family, the people around me and the world. Nothing is in my favour and yet all i just want is love. In a world like this i just want to run away and escape from the day. I want to take refuge in a place where I can feel love and grace. This world is hurting me, I can't do really anything. I have always felt this weakness in me. All that's left is God and me. But God is just more than praying in church or mosque. God is more than religion. God is more than the defination of reality and imagination. I feel as if some part in me would live forever. If such a imagination saves my life then so be it. A dream like this is worthy of being dreamt, yeah better than the noisy reality outside there. What do you do when everything turns against you and all that's left is just your heart which carry beneath your chest ?

When people call something good which is bad to you or people call something bad which is good to you. So after having this confusion when you ask yourselve that how can someone call something bad when it's good enough for you, yeah i believe this is where the idea of good & evil get twisted into each other and this is where you begin to believe that there is actually no good or evil an it's just about own assumption. When you help a good poor man with resources of life, isn't it supposed to be good? When you kick a man away who is in need of help, isn't it supposed to be evil ?

To me it seems as if you want to be here in this world, even when this world isn't in your favour. I guess more than good or evil, it's our heart, right ?

Is it about God, is it about faith ? What is love about and what is about the tales of true friendship ?What light is the heart which we mention every time. What's about this life where true feelings turn into tears ?

What's the base of true love ? How does it come into being and how does it survive hard times ? Do we love because it's good for ourselve or because we want to devout ourself to our beloved one ? Is it that we seek the light in darkness or do we want to light up the world of the person we love ? Which root does hold the tree called ''love'' ? What is it about and what does it take ? When can a person close the eyes and sacrifice all ages ? When is it when we only know love and how is it to hold it forever ?

for the sake of your beloved ?

Well you know no matter how much you try to cover yourself...there are still those holes. So to know there is no true source of survival is the only way you take any risk and put everything on the line to reach the point where you came to feel that you are safe. Do you agree?

but then where did we get apart from each other? When did the oneness of mankind split and turned out to be diffrent stars. Some far away and some so close to the sight.

What ?

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Is there a point in your life where you get alot of scared and there is that heavy pain and burden from head to chest. When your own life becomes a living nightmare and you can barely find any way to escape it. What does frighten you in this life and make you feel like as I stated. My worst nightmare to loose the love and get lost somewhere, where I dont want to be.

So is this life just more than love?. What are we really aiming for ?

What have we done wrong. Learning from our mistakes in pasts is well known but still after knowing it...I am not satisfied. Have we been a burden to each other...what on the earth happened..

After going through so many things and loosing so many things...no matter what we do and no matter what we have been thinking....but in the end...the point in life where we cant go further....the dead end of our life...is just a heart that remains glowing in the darkness?....

Honesty, Justice & Generosity.

A fool with a kind heart can be loved any time but someone clever with cold heart wont be missed. Do you agree? The heart is deeper than a mind.

What is the meaning to blood relevation when they dont accept your way of life and turn their back on you when you tries to show them how you feel. What do you think of such a life and what worth it is...

Whats the meaning of this...the poeple standing near to you...are so far away from what you truly feel.

Thats the only question...i could ask. So much time has passed and thats the only question I want to ask now. Whats the point of living in this world when you are left behind with the pain and you are standing somewhere in the shadowed corner of life.