Kieran B

Hi before i start i just want to say my spelling isn't the greatest and also i don't really have anybody to talk to in my family currently about my situation as it is 4am and i am writing this because i am ill at the moment with stomach aches. Also this all started on the 4th Jan 2012 so im nearly a year in now

Im a 16 year old boy that suffers with stress that is bad at times but i don't suffer from depression i suffer from illness due to stress. I don't want to go into to much detail about it but lets say i can get extreme panic attacks plus i can suffer with diarrhoea and can become emotional to say the least.

I am lucky enough to have great parents who took me to go see a physiatrist who confirmed to me that i have something called post traumatic stress he without a doubt helped me vastly improve on my mental state and how do look at life differently and how to cope with issues at my young age and throughout my life so that was good. For the people wondering i am not seeing him at the moment as he discharged me.

But still after he discharged me all was not that well as i would still be very ill and have the odd serious panic attack not really know how to cope which was annoying because the sessions i had with him helped but i felt if i were to go back to him i would be wasting his time as he said im alright

Around June time this year my local doctor who is great referred me to a gastroenterologist just to see if some of my illness was due to physical and not mental he had a look around me and well that is still on going im waiting for some results and if they are bad he will really have to take a look around me and up me if you get my gist. The problem with this is it left me even more worried and stressed out at the fact that even though ive fixed the mental side of what i was going through i may still have physical problems to cope with.

Also another note just to say in my early stages i would get panic attacks every day and my bowls 3-6 times a day this caused me to lose 3 stone within 3 months and it was not very nice on top of this i was in my last year of education so it was important but i lost a lot of school time and i wasnt really in. Never the less i still got atleast a C grade in my subjects which i was proud of.

I just wanna know what to do to be honest and if anybody else is in my situation or if they used to me and how they went about dealing with it

If so My GT = D4 Kezza

please tell me my mum wont give me the membership