me!

i was with my husband since i was 16 now i am 23 we have a son that is turning 4 in a few days on dec.21st well... we broke it off in may by june i was already living on my own i partied hard i work i have a full time job i take care of my son perty good but there is alot of bad 2 the story once i hit being single i was really stressed out i was all alone i didnt tke anything 4m my old house so i was kinda broke so i started stripping and then i met this guy that i am dating he was like my prince charming he took me out he showed me a good time we clicked we just fell 4 each other so what was my boy toy became something serious so my son likes him but then he gave me genital warts so everything that i felt 4 him just fell apart as quickly as it had started but i decided 2 stay with him for the simple fact that he was paying my bills so the Xtra money that i was making at work was 4 my cable cell car payment and 4 my son i also felt good that he made me stop striping cuz he was taking care of me and he does show that he cares alot about me and my son he just loves us...

but i know that deep down inside i still love and maybe just always will love my husband the father of my son 4 being what he is and that i do realize that i sis make a mistake and now my husband is asking 4 a 3rd chance 2 be with us but now i dont know we had tried getting back 2 getter but it only lasted 3 days and then we broke it off once already now that i am doing okay he asked me so now i am just squeard but like he says no matter how many ppl. we date at the end we both know that we do love each other and that's what counts now i so think that i does count but are we willing 2 make it work is the question and now i am squeard... about loosing at the end and about the warts i already told him that i had an std when i just found out but then he cried with me and he told me that he still wanted 2 be with me i felt bad i felt like everything that we did wrong was just getting worse

and yes he knows that i have warts he saw them and yes he knows that if we have sex he can get them...

but he still just asked me that if i want 2 get back so what should i do?

i feel guity because i do whant 2 let my boy friend go it's like we went this far for nothing???

and my husband was supposed 2 be 4 ever???

they have what they want but i get what i need so???

i like him but i see no future with him... i show him a good time he takes me out and we just chill bit yeah he pays all my bills....

I WAS WITH MY HUSBANDS I DO NT WANT 2 BE LEGALLY MARRIED 2 HIM ANY MORE SO DOES ANY ONE KNOW HOW MUCH AND THE PROCESS OH AND DO I NEED A LAWYER?

after treatment how long does it take???

i was happy with my boy friend i know it was my fault 2 for sleeping with him with out a condom but i guess that he didnt know that what he had was spreadable or an std well i noticed me having a bump and it burned alot i had tought that it was a cut in my vagina but i guess that it wasnt and well i told him u know what i feel like i have a cut but as soon as he looked at it he looked sad and then like a week after that he let me know that he had that and well i went 2 the doctor already and i got my first wart removal treatment they aplied an acid on them wich dried them away and then they havent gone away completely i need 2 go again this month for another removal but its stress full being with this and with him somethimes i wish i had never met him u know and somethimes i know that if it wasnt 4 that we would be so perfect .... it took me like 3 months 2 even feel the warts so i guess that before that those 3 monts were so great but know we are falling apat.... :(