Ellenaj

I'm getting married in 6 months and my mom said I should start "the pill", so I went and talked to my doctor at university about it, and she gave me three months trial supply of Yasmin.

However, after researching it a bit more, it seems some people have really bad side effects, and it's really scaring me. Especially the part about causing depression, because I have been slightly depressed/suicidal before and I don't know if I could handle it if the pill makes it worse! See this site for some examples:

http://www.medications.com/se/yasmin

I don't know what to do, because at the same time I don't want to get pregnant but I've heard other methods (condoms, etc) aren't as reliable.

I haven't started using it yet, but I'm so scared that it'll be terrible. Does anyone have any advice?Thanks.

Do you think it's sexy, glamorous, silly, too manly, or what?

What is your opinion on wearing a black veil for my wedding?

I think they're beautiful, but everyone says it wouldn't be appropriate. I just don't want to be a typical princess, but I still want a veil as part of the outfit, however I think that red or white veils would be tacky. Plus wearing a veil off my face, with nice jewlery and being happy is completetly different than a funeral, so I don't think it would be a big deal.

My dress is similar to the one here, but with silver beading: http://www.bestbridalprices.com/essense-of-austral...

Also, would you suggest wearing my hair up or down? It's quite long and black, and naturally goes into ringlets on it's own. But I don't want to overdo it with the black on my head either and still want to look pretty/elegant.

Or if there's any other suggestions, I'd love to hear them.