Dune

I like trading very much but I dunno where to start.

Thx for the answers =)

1)Sleeping on my bed floating in the middle of an ocean.

2) i fly and can feel the feeling.

3) i always dream of a very beautiful place i feel so familiar with, sapphire blue skies full of stars, green grass....

4)Always dream of people that i don't know but in the dream have some kind of relationship

5) Frequent dream of various gods

what happened? is that a sign of any illness?

I realized recently that i had a fear of sucess, fear of achieving greater things. (it's not fear of failure), i avoid sucess, avoid to improve myself, why? Does anyone have the same problem as me? How to overcome it? Is this somekind of psychological illness? Need help. thx.