Psychologist In The House

I wonder how many people look at other answers b4 answering? how many people actually take the time to give a thumbs up or thumbs down to them all? wondering because I do and if we all did yahoo could be a nicer place to ask a ? and really get heartfelt answers .just a suggestion not a reqirement

i have cancer 4th stage i have been given 2 months or less ,i have made 3 but going downhill, cannot remember things, delusional at times, moody, and very mean to those i love the pain makes me so mean i do not take chemo i only weigh 103 at hiegt of 57 i know my husband is going crazy but yet he understadinly doesnt say nothiing we own our own buisness and he dont even want to leave me long enough to work but bills have to be paid....i praise god for him i do i take 6 loritabs 10 mg a day,klonipin1mg 3 a day, clonidine3 a day,singular 10 mg 1 a day, prilosec 20 mg 1 daily,which is for blood pressure and to knock u out during surgery, 3 a day, dilantin 300 mg 2times a day, phenobarnital97.4 1 a day,cant remember all my husmand takes care of it but i take oxy irs 10 mg twice a day for breakthrouuugh pain. i really enjoy yahoo and all of you but all these meds that shoul knock me out dont i get hyper and wont sleep i think sometimes im scared too........just pray for me ok