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My boyfriend likes fat girls. He likes BBW. He likes chubbsters. I don't know how else to put it. I was anorexic before we met, and weighed 105 pounds. I gained a bit of weight to get out of the anorexia program and went up to about 110 and when I was left alone dropped down to 108. I was 108 when we started dating. I am 5 foot 1 and a half inches, and in the 5 years we have been together(I started eating finally, and I eat a LOT) I gained 12 pounds. I am 120 right now, and the past 2 days I have been constantly eating. Normally I eat a HUGE amount of food about once a day, and I have a fast metabolism and I burn it off while I'm not eating. I have spread out my eating the past 2 days and have kept myself full up, snacking and having meals constantly. I feel full and bloated, but the scale reads 126.4 as of right now. I have a 34D cup size and a size 4 pant size. I want to gain like, 30 pounds(from 120). Someone give me tips to gain weight please?

He tells me he finds me sexy the way I am, and I know every guy looks at porn, but as someone who is told daily(I work in retail, Spencer's, our customers are anything but respectful) that I'm one of the hottest women they've ever seen, and they love my butt/boobs/face/etc, and they gush over me, to not have the same reaction from my boyfriend because I'm not thick enough is upsetting. Our sex is great so I know for certain that he finds me sexy, and he does like grabbing at me, but he never gushed over me the way the other people do. The past two days while I've had the bloated belly he's started gushing, that's what I want. I would rather only him find me sexy with me gaining weight then every other man in the world finding me sexy.

I used to have a few Neo accounts when I was younger, and I was leaving them to age, but I forgot my passwords, and now I've built up a new account to almost 3 years, but I would like an old account again. I don't care about the name or anything, but if you have one could you e-mail the login and the birthday you used to me?

If you have an old side account you don't want, I'll buy it from you for NP perhaps.

jill_seves@yahoo.com

I'm not sure if anyone here has done waist training or corseting, but I'm interested in the classic hourglass figure and from what I can see, unless you already sort of have that body to start out with, it's nearly impossible to really achieve without training as most exercises that work on your waist end up giving you muscle that will cause you to be wider.

Does anyone that's rather small have any experience waist training? I have read that if you weigh more you'll be able to size down more. Is it possible for the corset to displace the fat to your chest when training and cause your breasts to be larger? Do you always get a pouch below the corset, or will a longer corset fix that issue? I read that you should always start out with a cincher/underbust. Has anyone ever started with an overbust? Does it affect the results, or is it just for comfort that you start with an underbust?

Any other information or personal experiences? I'm about a size 4 in dress sizes and dropped to a B cup after stopping the birth control pill, and I'm only 5 foot 1.5 inches. Thanks for any info you have. I'll still be doing more research on my own of course, but I just wanted to see if I could get any answers to these specific questions on here(:

What do you find attractive??Funny,flirty,pretty??What is that makes a guy think a girl's attractive??