Olivia

I can't remember a day where I haven't cried myself to sleep. I'm 15. I've been dating this boy that I love for almost a year now. He's my first real relationship. I feel like at the beginning of our relationship loved me so much, and he would do anything to be with me. Roughly 2 months ago I got hit by a car so that prevented and still prevents me from doing all the things I really love, like running. I won't be able to run until late December. Running calms me down. I didn't cry when I was a runner, because it made me happy. The only other thing that really makes me happy is Julian. He's just... Too busy for me. I don't really know what to do any more. I'm going back to school for the first time in 7 weeks, tomorrow. He goes to the other high school. How can I make myself happy enough to get through the day without crying?

What should I do? I was recently hit by a car and I have a cast on my right leg from above my knee to my toes. I have a hideous bruise above the cast and on my left calf. It's about the size of a CD. :( It was hard to walk on my crutches so I got a wheelchair. Should I just wear one heel? or should i wear my chocolate toms? Blue converse? Should i wear a dress? What kind of dress? It would have to be short, probably, because I wouldn't want it getting caught in the wheelchair. My boyfriend goes to a different school than me, but he's still coming to the homecoming dance. All thoughts are appreciated. Links to relatively cheap websites are greatly appreciated.