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I move a lot when i sleep and i dont want to rub all these cream on the pillow. Its a waste of money to do so, i think. Its my first time to use this ...

Okay, dont judge me. I have gone through a whole lot of things with my hubby in terms of his cheating. And I forgave him & still living with him due to some priorities that I have. I/we are trying to make things work along the way. Yes, we have occasional fights, & some of them are not all about cheating. We're married since Oct 2012 and last Jun 2013, I caught him messaging one of the women that he cheated when we were just bf/gf. And yes, I forgave him (once more). The other day, I scrolled his office mobile & found some calls made to certain numbers, without names. Usually, his work calls comes up with names. So, I wrote down these numbers without name and called one of them. Its a woman who answered, I just pretended that I was talking to my girl friend, & ended the call with "sorry, I called the wrong number". This number I called was registered in his phone & shows that he called this number a lot of times, like more than 5x in one day. First time I did this. Before I just caught him in Facebook messages (his phone was always logged in Facebook before but now he seldom uses Facebook). I plan to take his phone & call this number from his phone infront of him & watch how he will react or talk to the woman. Just for note, its not the same woman that he messaged last Jun 2013. I am determined to do this but at the same time, I am tired to do this "checking up on him" again & putting his face to shame ... I am very tired of fights about cheating. Why am I feeling like this?

I know this "happy time" thing for men is normal, but if its getting a little bit to often, is it considered still normal? Honestly, me and my husband have the greatest wild fantastic sex ever. Whatever, he start or I start, it doesnt matter, we always end up fully satisfied. I dont see any problem, I submit to him anytime he wants. So, why does he still like porno and do himself? He does it in the bathroom with his iPad or iPhone, he does it when I am asleep at night (well, am a light sleeper so i wake up on even the slightest movement or sound) and when the porno channel is on. I gently confronted him one time, gently i said cuz I know this is a delicate issue for men, and he was like felt ashamed and i thought he wont do it. But he did again, and again, and again and still have those pornos in his iPad and iPhone! I mean, what is wrong here? .... to be honest, I always "do" it but only when he is not home and when I start to miss him, and sometimes I tell him that I did it. Would love to hear from you husbands out there but anyones opinion will be greatly appreciated.

We've been married for 1 1/2 years but we've known each other since Feb 2010. During these years, he have cheated on me every year and everytime I found out, I forgive him thinking that he will not do it again, but he did. Everytime I confront him, he always deny at first, until I tell him what I knew and saw, and then he says sorry, it was his mistake. Okay, that was before we got married. Last year, I found out again that he messaged one of the girls that he had before, greeting her happy valentine's day. So I thought, " here we go again". By the way, he cheated with different girls. The complication is that, he is sweet to me when at home, our sex is fantastic, no doubt about that, he's happy when I am happy. But sometimes, memories kicks in, specially when he dont call me from work on his free time just to see how I am (I am unemployed at the moment), comes home hours after his clock out and dont let me know that he'll be late, somethings that I expect him to do but he dont. My brain starts to think that he have another woman out of our marriage. When I ask him, its either he ignores my question, dont answer, or he starts to be quiet. I mean, I am not stupid not to know or feel these signs of cheating, but as he said, its just feelings and that I should stop thinking bad like that, he said he's doing things right. I dont know if he is tired of me, or am I just really thinking too much, or he has just gone expert on hiding his cheating? So, i dont know if its just me ....

Some of my dreams sometimes come true after a time being but just in a different scenario and the ending of my dream becomes the outcome of what happened in my real life. And these dreams of mine that comes true were/ is related to my love life. These dreams I never thought or think of, I just dream of them and it just happens. Usually not a happy ending.

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